Mercy for Mercy chapter 4
Someone once told me
That you had to choose
What you win or lose
You can’t have everything…
Mercedes closed her eyes as she silently cried while listening to
Leona Lewis. It’s been almost over a year since she last seen or heard
from Sam. ‘Why the fuck can’t I let you go? ‘ Mercedes angrily thought
to herself as she remembered the good times she had with Sam before
their life changed drastically. The night Stevie died, a part of Sam died too.
Mercedes glanced around her new apartment, her eyes stopping at theunpacked boxes that littered the floor. Scooting off the couch ontothe, floor Mercedes grabbed the UN open box marked ‘Memories.’“I just want to be happy,” Mercedes sang, reciting the last verse out loud.Sighing deeply, Mercedes ripped the tape off the box. She leaned herback against the couch, a small smile gracing her lips as she held apicture of Sam in his Captain American costume with his hands on his
hips standing proudly. She remembers that day like it was yesterday,
Sam had begged her to come with him to the comic convention.
***FLASH Back***
“Please baby?” Sam begged as he jumped on top of Mercedes on the bed,wearing his Captain America costume. Mercedes moaned. “I don’t know
if I should let you out the house with you looking so sexy in that
costume, I’ll have to beat away all those nerdy girls away with a nine
foot pole.” Sam grinned a lopsided smile. His green eyes filled with
mirth as he thrust his hips into her, Mercedes closed her eyes and
groaned.
“If you don’t go, who’s going to keep all those freaky nerdy girls
away from me?” Sam asked innocently, even to go as far to flutter hiseyes. Mercedes narrowed her eyes. “You’re right! Fine I’ll go.”
“Thank you.” Sam breathed across her lips and kissed her. “But before
we go, I’d like something to eat,” Sam said with a sexy glint in hiseyes. “Oh? What are you in the mood for?” Mercedes asked. Sam smirked.
“You.” And without notice he roughly spread Mercedes thick brown
thighs and dove face-first, kissing and sucking her pussy through herpanties. Sam growled. “Fuck you taste good.” Moving her panties to theside, Sam thrust his thick tongue into her pussy, licking and bitingand sucking hungrily on Mercedes’ cunt.
“Fuck…” Mercedes panted as she grabbed Sam’s blonde hair and smashedhis face into her wet heat. “Cum Mercy, cum for your Sammy.” Sam said
between licks, his face wet from Mercedes’ juices. Opening his mouth
wide covering her whole pussy and sucking strongly, Mercy screamed as
she came inside Sam mouth.
“Mercy, you ok?” Sam asked after lifting his head from between herthighs, his lips glistening with her juices. “No, you killed me.” Sam
laughed. “C’mon, let’s go, were going to be late,” he said, smackingher beautiful, thick, brown thighs and getting up from the bed. Samgrimaced, looking down at himself. Mercedes smirked. “Need help withthat?” Getting off the bed, Mercedes dropped onto her knees in frontof him, running her hand over his bulge.
***Flash Back Ends***
Mercedes was snapped out of her reminiscence by a loud ringing sound.
Frowning, she felt her pockets for her phone, looking at her callerID, she smiled.“Hey Mama, what’s up?” Mercedes asked. While looking at yet anotherpicture of Sam, but this time he was in his Luke Skywalker costume andshe was wearing a princess Layla one.
“Just checking on my baby,” Her Mama answered.
Mercedes smiled sadly and sighed. “I miss him.” Her heart twisted
painfully as her heart confirmed those words.“I know, baby. Did you try getting in contact with him?” She asked.
.
Mercedes rubbed her forehead. “Of course I tried, but when I went by
the house there was a For Sale sign out front,” Mercedes said sadly.She couldn’t believe that Sam was selling their home. “And I tried
calling him, but his phone has been disconnected,” Mercedes saiddespondently.
“Have you talked to his parents, maybe they know where he is?” Her
Mother asked worriedly.
Mercedes sighed again. “I did and they don’t, they haven’t heard from
him in months.”
Mercedes leaned her head back on the sofa seat, the phone clutch toher ear as she stared at the ceiling.
“Mama, life is so hard,” Mercedes whispered into the phone. “Every dayis a struggle for me, sometimes I just want to just go sleep and not
wake up.”
“Now you listen to me, Mercedes Nicole Jones” Her mother said
strongly. “When Life gets too hard to stand, you kneel, baby, and prayto God for mercy.”
Thank you, Mama.”
“You’re welcome baby.”
“Mama, how much do you love me?” Mercedes smiled, she always used toask her mother that question when she was younger.
“Almost as much as God do.” Her Mother answered as always. “And don’t
worry about Sam, I know in my heart that you guys belong together. Hejust lost his way, he will find his way back to you, baby, just don’tlet life past you by while you wait for him. You may miss your
blessing.” Mercedes smiled. She always felt better after talking toher mother. “You’re the best.”
Her Mother laughed through the phone.
“Baby, tell me something I don’t know.”
Mercy for Mercy… chapter 3
“I can’t do this anymore,” Mercedes whispered. “I realize that I can’t
save you. If I don’t leave now, then I’m going to go down with you,
and I don’t want that. I have dreams. I fought so hard for us, Sam. I
prayed and pleaded to God for us to make it.”
“And I’m so tired,” Mercedes said softly, “of waking up alone and
being worried sick about you, wondering where you are and if you’re
okay,” Mercedes sighed. “God Sam, I have nightmares of you OD-ing!”
Sam dropped quickly to his knees in front of Mercedes, gripping her
thighs almost painfully. “Baby, please don’t leave me,” Sam begged,
his eyes brimmed with tears. “I love you, I need you.” Mercedes held
Sam face with both of her hands, looking deep in his green eyes.
“I love you and I need you too, but you are determined to take
yourself away from me by doing drugs,” Mercedes said angrily. Taking a
deep breath Mercedes continued. “You need to face reality and stop
pretending that Stevie never existed, Sam,” Mercedes said crudely.
Sam winced at the mention of his brother’s name, but Mercedes ignored
it and went on. Sam needed to hear this. She stood up from the bed and
moved away from Sam. “God Sam, I’m sick of fucking crying myself to
sleep! I’m sick of being depressed, Did you know that I was even
depressed?” Mercedes scoffed. “I fucking doubt it, you’re too busy
getting high trying to forget to even notice.”
Mercedes glanced down at Sam and saw a confused look across his face.
“You were depressed?” Sam asked softly. Mercedes laugh bitterly.
“Yep, to the point that I was suicidal.” Sam blanched.
Looking at Sam’s Star Wars poster on the wall. “Did you know that I
resented you?” Mercedes asked. “You have no idea how much I wanted to
die, to let go and not feel this pain anymore, but what stop me was
you. I couldn’t leave my heart behind, I couldn’t hurt you that way,”
Mercedes smiled sadly. “But yet, you have no qualms hurting me.
“I’m so sorry,” Sam whispered, his eyes were red from crying. He had
no idea his Mercy was hurting…That he was hurting her, that was last
thing he ever wanted to do.
“You know what sucks?” Mercedes asked. “I chose to live because I love
you and yet you can’t do the same.” Taking a deep breath, Mercedes
felt exhausted. She took in her surroundings, her eyes passed Sam’s
Avatar and Star Wars posters on the walls to a picture of Sam holding
her in his arms with his lips against her neck on the dresser.
Mercedes smiled; those were the happier times. ”I can’t stay here
anymore,” Mercedes said sadly.
“Is this goodbye?” Sam asked sadly, his blond head hanging low, hiding
his green eyes. Mercedes shook her head.
“That is entirely up to you. Get your life together.” Mercedes prayed
that he will because she knew in her heart that she couldn’t love
another man like she loved Sam, he was her soul mate.
Sam moved to her so quickly before she knew it, her back was against
the wall, she was locking tongues with him. “Mine…” Sam whispered
between kisses placing a big hand over her heart and another hand
between her thighs. “Don’t ever forget that Mercy.”
“Don’t give me a reason to,” she said breathlessly. Sam closed his
eyes and let a single tear escape and kissed her forehead and then
stepped aside.
And it took everything in Mercedes’ being to walk away..
Author note: should I continue? also please “like” and reblog. this story is from personal experiences so its kinda hard to write lol. I hope you like:)
Mercy for Mercy chapter 2
Mercedes felt strong arms pick her up from the hardwood floor, her eyes felt heavy from all the tears she cried. She winced when she noticed how sore her body was. “Note to self: the living room floor is not the best place to pass out on.” Mercy thought sarcastically. “Mercy please don’t.” Sam said wearily as he tightened his arms around her when Mercedes tried to break free of his hold.
“Put me down now, Sam!” Mercedes said angrily. She couldn’t even look at him right now. Sam just ignored her until they made it into their bedroom, once there, Sam set Mercedes down-but right before he could straighten his back up- SLAP! Mercedes left a big red hand print on Sam’s face. Sam straightened to his full height of 6’2. Clenching his jaw, he glared down angrily at Mercedes.
Mercedes just scoffed; she was not intimidated, she was pissed, hurt, and scared. Does he not realize what he’s doing to himself affects her? Or does he just not care?
“What about me?” she asked Sam softly. Confusion crossed Sam’s handsome face, so Mercedes decided to enlighten him. “Am I not enough? Can I not take away your pain?” Sam closed his eyes as a tear slid down his cheek.
“Mercedes I’m broken.” Mercedes laughed without humor as she sat down at the edge of the bed and looked up at Sam.
“And you think I’m not?” Mercedes shook her head. “Boy you just don’t know…”
Mercy for Mercy…
“Sammy, baby?.” Mercedes asked into the phone worriedly. She could feel her heart beat frantically as she waited for him to say something. “I’m not good enough for you Mercy, I don’t deserve you.”
Sam told her through the phone. Mercy closed her eyes and let a single tear escape. She could tell that Sam was High again. Mercedes sat down on her bed clenching the phone to her ear. “Baby come home.” Mercedes pleaded as she let the tears freely flow down her brown cheeks.” She had beg Sam not to go out tonight with his new “Friends” he required lately.
Ever since his little brother Stevie died in that Car accident, Sam lost his way. He Now gets high to to take away the pain. “I just want to die, I hate feeling this pain.” Sam cried into the phone. Mercedes couldn’t hold back the sob that she tried desperately to hold in. “I’m so sorrrrrry Mercy, please don’t waste yourrrr tears on me baby.” Sam slurred. Mercedes jump off the bed and ran to the dresser to get her keys.
“Baby, where are you?” Mercedes asked. “I’m coming to get you.” she headed towards the living room. “Nooo I don’t want you to me like this.” Sam said. Mercedes sighed. “I seen you high before, Sam.” There was a short pause before Sam answered. “No, not like this Mercy this time its bad..Really bad.” Sam said sadly.
“I OD.” Sam said. Mercedes leaned against the living room wall and slid down to the ground, her heart twisted painfully as she heard those words.” And Mercedes cried not only for herself but for Sam…She cried until everything went black.
Should I continue??
